My last post was in August 2011. On August 1, 2011 I was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer. My world changed from that moment on. I was so scared, I cried. I went into full drama; oh God, it’s happening to me mode. All confidence and power left me. I was powerless and wounded. I couldn’t believe myself as I watched my life spiral out of control. Fear expressed itself in my reactions to everything in life. I lost my balance; I was in uncharted territory; and my faith could not save me.